How to move on?

What is new in these days?
Nothing actually except lying on my bed watching some stupid movies.

We finally decided to go to “All White Yacht” club this Friday
But I am not that excited-I don’t know why.

I need to find a white dress to go to the party
But I couldn’t find any.
The good thing is that CC and Sophie said they are going to give me one.

No more motive and passion
What happen to my life?

I used to be a most active girl in my circle
But I couldn’t find her anymore

Please come back
My old life, my passion and my happiness.

I think it is because too much stress recently...

My younger sister just got a baby girl last Thurday
I am so happy about it
but my mom worry about me at the same time because I still dont get married
Come on, I am not ready.

My daddy pass the citizenship exam at the same day
My whole family was so exited about it
I am proud of my dad because his English is very limited
But look at me..
I still haven't pass the road test yet

I think it is time to move on.
But how?